Lady Antebellum - I Run To You

i ruuuunnnn..from hatee... I run from prejudice I run from pessimists, but I run too late..

suara cowonya enaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.. merduuuuuuuu @.@

This world keeps spinning faster..

Into a new disaster so I run to you, I run to youu babyyyy

hahaha..

i think i'm a bit crazy :P

like this band so much!!

another good song from them

whenever i felt like forgetting my purpose and reason to be in this world, i listen to this song :P

motivating song hahaha..

jeng jeennggg...

i got cough hahhahaha..

ulcer update: still there inside my mouth, annoyingly disturb every meal i have.. though i still can eat western :D (had one just now wahhahahaha)

work update: i'm going to face 2 tenders in the same time. yeaaahhh!!!! that means.. maybe.. i will have to OT some more?? hahaha.. maybe even bring back my work home (which i've been doing a couple of times already.. and.. i .. do my work at home.. very very relaxedly hahahha)

i think most people here in singapore work like crazy. but don't get too caught up in it ok?? it's not good.. hhaha.. enjoy your life!! so.. work well, live well :P take care of yourself people!! hahaha..

Humphhhh!!!! A very big ulcer in my mouttthhhh... so damn annoyinnggg!!! Go go away ulcer!! Don't make me unable to enjoy my nice sinful food!! hahahah.. (or maybe this is a sign to stop eating unhealthy food? hahaha)

anyway, had a nice lunch today.. i treated my sis for her birhtday cos up 'til now i still dunno what to buy her for her present T.T it can be even a nicer lunch if a certain someone did not just join in hahahaha.. but nvm.. whether he's there or not, both are fine with us :P

the lunch was so nice and i think i ate too much until i didn't feel hungry for my dinner.. there goes my dinner.. but i have a mountain of snacks (chitato, etc etc) on my dining table :D :D :D so no need to worry what to eat wahahaahhaha..





i really have to stop eating unhealthy foodd!!!! remember that u can get canceerrr!!!

Tadaaaa!!!!

hahahah.. akhir2 ini mayan rajin update blog hohohoho.. moga2 ga musiman doang :P

eniwei.. a certain someone told me that my blog's content is mainly complaining about my work.. so what? hahhaha.. i'm not offended by you, don't worry :P it just made me think.. actually what's my purpose making this blog initially? hahaha.. nvm.. i'm not the type of girl who think seriously for long, especially for this kind of thing :P let it flow let it flow let it flooowwww :P

maybe.. i should get serious, but for what? i'm tired of thinking seriously after work already hahahaa.. yeah, but maybe i should get serious sometimes, considering i'm going to be.. 23 this year? harummphhh..

anyway, yeah, i'm complaining much about my work hahaha, and it made me thinking whether i'm a complainer (is there such a word?). i'm sorry if i am and i'll try to change the way i am right now hahaha.. at least i still have something to be thankful of about my work, heheh.. i like it because it keeps me busy during work, no time to doze off except in meeting hahaha.. but.. too busy oso not good right??? :P there i am, complaining a bit again hohohoho..

and it made me thinking again (i'm thinking a lot now huh), is there a person in this world who never complains at all except Jesus? if there is, please tell me hahahah..

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somehow, i feel this song describes my condition the best lately

it came over me in a rush..

and i realize that

i don't have much time... :P

okay, i changed the last line to make it more suitable to my condition hhahaha..

i did feel like running in the office these past few days, and during lunch time i felt like it's really my time to catch my breath hahaha.. hopefully next week will be better hahaa..

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i felt really really cruel just now..

there were two people knocking on my door, three times. at first, i ignored it, cos i think maybe it's some guys advertising something door to door. then they knocked again 2nd time. i thought, wah, maybe something urgent, or someone come for my sis or what. then i called my sis. when i called her, they knocked again for the third time. my sis didn't hear anything, she watched some serial dunno what and put her headphone. then i asked her "r u expecting someone?" she said no. then i told her, someone knocking, and this was the 3rd time, should i open or how? she just "oh.." grrr.. i'm getting impatient, and they knocked again. i gestured for her to go, cos i'm not good at handling ppl, but she didn't want to. so i went to the door loh..

long story short, they were Christians and they shared a passage from Luke regarding the sign of the end of time (cos recently there was an earthquake in Japan) and she asked for my name. i said sorry, i'm not comfortable to share my name. then i was sorry sorry cos i was like chasing them away.

after that i asked my sis. what should i do when someone knocking more than 3 times? she said ignored loh, if it's someone you know, they'll call u. okay.. good point.. but what if it really is emergency? or, maybe after 3 times knocking and i opened the door, some magical stuff happening? wahahahaha.. i'm getting out of topic easily.

sorry2, my point is not that, ahhahaa.. i felt cruel because i was chasing away another Christians who tried hard to share their faith, unlike me who cozily staying in my room writing this hahaha..how should i address my fellow Christians who share their faith like that? i'm worried they're only people posing as Christians. i'm worried they are from some "cult". maybe i heard bad news too much :(

hh.. maybe my sis is right. i shouldn't open the door.

but.. what if it happens to me, what if the person i share my faith with doesn't want to open his heart? what should i do?

well well, i shall make you THINK now!!! hohohohoho..

HAPPY FRIDAY EVERYONE!! :P

(i know.. pray.. hahhaa..but it's not easy to do..)

I dropped my new iphone T.T when it was just a few days old T.T hiksuuu...

Anywayy... these 2 days i was attending meeting whole day. no time to do my paper work or do the tender questionnaire i'm supposed to finish this afternoon? hahahah.. aiohhh.. tmrw sure kena whack by heerrr @.@ 어떻게요???? huaaanngggg...

suddenly i miss canteen 9 western food so bad.. just now i dabao chicken cutlet from the hawker center behind my place. it was awful. they packed it hastily, my fries were all over the chicken and coleslaw and the red beans. the chicken was almost burnt @.@ and the fries tasted bitter, not salty at all!! even tho i ate it w/ chilli sauce, i still can taste the awfulness. groaarrrrr...

the canteen 9 chicken cutlet on the other hand is superb!! can order w/ rice and fries together, the sauce is super nice and it only costs around $3.5 last time.. how i wish i could go back there and eat @.@ other menu also nice :) cheap, full, and delicious. hohohoho...

hiks.. laper.. what to eat T.T

Ohhh happy daaayyyy... ohhh happy daaayyyy....

Finally get my iphone changed :D :D :D to new one :D :D :D

yosshh... no more hot iphone when i'm not using it, no more shitty iphone hahahah.. (crossing my finger that you'll be fine until the day i change to new phone..)

still synchronizing now :D hahaha...

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Today our church move to new location (again). now it's in Orchard Parade Hotel, near the cheap karaoke place i usually go w/ my ntu frens hahah.. and it's also near orchard tower (guys should now what that place is hahhaha)

klo dipikir2... gerejaku tempatnya aneh2.. first, it's in carlton hotel, opposite chijmes. then it's in clarke quay (you know what clarke quay is... drinking place.. hahaa). then finally we move to this orchard parade hotel opposite the orchard tower hahahaha...

yah, the good point: deket tempat karaoke and wendy's!! hohohohohho..

sighh... it's sunday already @.@

Bruno Mars - Marry You LYRICS

This song keeps playing on my mind this whole day @.@ can't seem to get it out of my head hahhahahha...

Nice song, but a bit repetitive hahaha... the glee version has nice dancing choreo in it.. i'm thinking that it's kinda fun having a marriage like that hahaha.. with ppl dancing around.. buuuttt.. will i have enough bravery to dance in front of the crowd? btw, there's no way my mum will allow something like that in church :P

okaay... that's all for today... must wake up early in the morning tomorrow.. sighhh...

Pahlawan: The Musical - Official Trailer [HD]

hahhaha... nothing to do, jadi post lagi ahhh... (dunno why the previous post all in english, but i think this one will be a bit "gado2" hahaha...)

eniwei, mo post something guuuddd... this is the best production of ICN since 2007 hahhaha... for foreigners, there's an "interactive transcript" button beside the "flag" button.

eh, i think the button can only be seen in youtube site hahahha...

this production is so gooodddd... i watched the afternoon session. they said the night show was a lot a lot a lot better... i wanna know how gooodddddd.. hahahha

the trailer was shooted in NTU, and the actors and actresses are all NTU students. except 1 tho hahahaha...

anyway.. Good job ICN 2011 committee!!! you are SUCCESSFUL!!!! Good luck for the next committee!!!

Yeah, I'm back

Hahahah... after I dunno how long I hibernated from this blog, yeah.. here I am.. back to business..

So much had happened from the last I wrote..

I got a steady job :D interesting but tiring and stress but at least got income :P

Where should I start? hahaha.. from the beginning I guess...

okeehhh... big news: I GRADUATED FROM NTU.... wohoooooo :P 2nd upper hehehehe...got a job after searching for... 2 months? and it's like the only company that interviewed me T.T the rest of my interviews were from campus interview..

Anyway, I'm working at an M&E consultant firm for building construction. Yeah, it's a small company.. but yeah, as expected, all the people inside are close to each other.. and yeahh... the work is a loootttttttttt............. and I'm new, and I dunno most of the stuff, and I dunno how to do them @.@ hosh hosh hoshhh...

Yah, luckily most of my colleagues are helpful, and young :P so we can talk freely hahahah... no need to be formal one hohohohoh..

yeah, I said most.. cos as I said earlier, WE ARE BUSY in this company.. so busy that it seems like time is chasing us all the time @.@ so busy that not all the senior got the time to explain all things to young engineers who dunno anything like me huhuhu T.T but so far, they're willing to explain things to me.. once again, most, hahahah...

yeah I said most, but actually I only have problem with this one executive engineer.. eh, and one PD hahahha..

this executive engineer (call her A), cannot speak english quite well (like I can hahah) and she's super busy cos she got big projects. she can speak chinese, but i can't hahaha.. then, I'm involved in one project w/ her. as i said earlier, i dunno stuff about M&E consultancy or what.. so i keep asking her questions, what should i do, how should i do it, is it correct, what's next, why should i do it blah blah blah.. at first she keeps saying "i oso dunno..." then it becomes "ah, you.. it's like this..." then it becomes "you ah, how come you dunno this" then it becomes "later later i explain, i'm busy right now" then it becomes "can you help me with this, with that, type this, type that, print this, print that, do this, do that"

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i'm not your slave leh.. i also want to know why i'm doing this thing and what happens in the project and why is it going this way.. i also want to know how to design M&E services in the buildings, what to take care of, and how to do them the right way.

but i think because at the beginning she always says those thing, i don't dare to ask her anymore hahaha... i also don't dare to ask the PD, cos he seems like don't care what happens, as long as no problem he's happy hahaha.. and it also because he seems like "the flirting" type of guy, so i don't dare to be so close and asking a lot of stuff hahaha..

i pity her, cos she has to do all the mechanical stuff herself.. but what can i do? i lost my interest in the project already.. i want to come to the meetings initially.. but because it turns out to be like this, i become super lazy to come to the meeting.. i know it's wrong, but.. too late already? hahaha.. anyway, i'm still helping her doing admin stuff though.. so.. yah.. look at the bright side lah hahahah..

okay, my office is an open office, no cubicles, so everyone can see everyone hahaha.. and normally, if we want to ask, we just come to other's table. got this one time, i think it's because she's super busy or what lah... she told me to do things via intercom.. duhh... and email.. -______- haioh... dunno lah hahahaha.. whatever will be will be... come what mayy.. hahahah..

anyway, i think i should list down how many projects i've been doing up 'til now hahaha.. just so that i won't forget everytime ppl asking me hahaha...

669 (closing soon)

669 minor (nothing yet, lucky hahha)

853

878 (not really doing hahhaah)

880 (helping admin stuff -_____-)

885

p150 (hibernate)

p157 (going to be out of project soon)

p159 (hibernate)

p160 (hibernate)

the time consuming ones are 669, 853, 880, and 885. eh, only 4 ah, hahahaha.. if everything runs together, i think i'll die hahaha..

the good thing: very busy, no time to dozing off in the office (in the meeting i doze off though)

the bad thing: so many projects, no time to go in detail learning of the designs hahahaha..

i think i did a lot until i have to do the work at home huhuhu T.T or am i working too slow? hhhhhh.. gotta hang on for a little bit more...

lucky got nice colleagues around me.. you're all the only ones keeping me hanging on in this office hahahah..

maybe some time later i'll talk a little bit more about my colleagues hahaha..

this post is very long i think..