Tuesday, January 17, 2012

dilemma

happy new year everyone! (both for the new year new year and the chinese new year haha)

i.. dunno what i want hahaha..

2 months ago i was very certain i want to quit my job. now, i threw letter already, start to question myself. if not bcos of my super nice boss, i won't think so hard. he's.. really trying hard to make me stay. the rest.. like.. errr.. asked me to have a talk with them just for formality. only got one other director who asked me "sure want to leave ah? confirm?", but he's not trying so hard like my boss.

surprised that today he still sms-ed me trying to make me stay. i tot i made it clear on last friday that i made my decision, don't want to stay and that's it. he even tried to push forward my pay review @.@ and took me out of one job (but he's not the director, so i don't know how he can do it) to reduce my work load.

i just can't picture myself in another 2 years in this line. i think i will be like one of my seniors, who does the work merely bcos he has to do it.

yeah it's true i like the company and the ppl. but if i don't like the work? even if it's reduced? yeah i know i'm gg to be transferred to his team and will be doing his jobs and i think i'll be fine. but.. his jobs are all big ones
-____-  no project with GFA less than 50,000. what the heck... (well, maybe HDB projects ahahah)

AHHHH.. need to reply his sms tmrw zzzzzzzzzzz