so touched by this song.. T.T

Lesson of this week: being patient is good, but being toooo patient is not good :)

last sunday sermon was interesting. actually it's about mary and martha, again.. but.. dunno why this time it's more interesting. issit bcos finally i paid attention? :P

so.. the main point about the sermon was.. dun ever forget what the best thing in the world is!!
...and what is that? it's... (drumroll...) our relationship with God.


a lot of times we act like martha.. busy w/ our role in servicing the Lord, but in the end neglecting our relationship w/ God.. it's like buying gifts, food, and sing to make your boyfriend happy, but forget to communicate w/ your boyfriend to maintain the relationship. get it? hahaha.. hope you get it :P

there are 3 points given during the sermon

1. Our God is the God of relationship
...that is why we have to keep our focus in the relationship! not in expressing our relationship to God! in other words... pelayanan penting, tp jangan sampe lupa sama yg dilayanin :P

Christianity is all about God seeking humans, not humans seeking God. and that's because the nature of God is love (John 3:16, Romans 5:8)

and the nature of love... is always reaching out, not asking what we can get from the relationship. when His love dwells in us, we will interact with others in Godly ways (1 John 3:16)

2. our service should be the outward expression of our relationship w/ God
.. don't be too "lebay" in our expression... pacar kan jg ga suka klo ekspresi sayang kita berlebihan, apalagi saking serunya berekspresi, sampe lupa ngurusin hubungan sama pacar :P

true service does not expect a reward from others because we do it as a gratitude of what God has done to our lives.

3. worship is the most intimate form of relationship
worship is a total abandonment to Jesus that will cause the aroma of His presence to fill our house (John 12:3)

the most important thing is.... Jesus is the best in life!! hehehe..

arggghhh... super lemot mozillaaa.. why r u so slow todayyy???

wanted to download a show since yest, but unable to up 'til now.. hopefully this time caann :P

work's been hectic again this week.. but today i manage to go off early tho.. hahaha, just lazy to OT dunno why.. may tmrw's problem not so troublesome.. come what maayyy...

lesson learnt last week: no matter how friendly you've gotten to a colleague, you still need to be humble and polite to him/her. it's hard to be humble to everyone. there's this pride inside that wants to be satisfied hahaah.. well.. nobody's perfeccttt

i've just reread whatever i've written in my blog, and get a bit embarrassed :P

well.. i didn't go thru two tenders in the end, cos both of them a bit delayed.. but i got a new major project instead @.@ going to be briefed about it next monday.. yeahh...

anyway.. just get my new haircut.. not much different, it's just that my fringe now shorter..

one thing i like about going to get haircut.. the shampoo smells nice and long lasting!! hahaha... i dunno what the hairdresser does to make it smell that good and long lasting.. i wanna be able to do that T.T

ok! one good song for today :P (i think i put up a song in almost all of my posts :P)



guess who sing the guy part?? hahah.. it's chucckk!!! the guy who played chuck i mean hahaha.. he's  awesome and now got a great voice too!! ahhaha..

my mom is here until thursday hahaha...

felt bad at her cos i can't accompany her going around singapore except on weekends.

anyway, happy that she managed to go to plaza singapura herself and had fun today hehe..

i'm taking a day off on thurs to accompany her to airport, yeeeahhh!!!

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headache headache.. why do u love me? i don't love you at all!! (at certain times yes tho, hwahhaha.. so that i can have valid reason to skip? ehehheheeh..)

i dunno what cause my headache. especially this one i'm experiencing now. it made me feel like puking... don't dare to move my head so much.. made me unable to concentrate at work also..

ah ya.. i still need to send something.. later lahhh :P

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okayy.. got one of my colleagues confessed to me, again.. this person is different from the previous guy. wah, sound so many ahh... i'm popular!! (blarrghhh..)

honestly.. i dunno what makes he liked me. i don't even expect him to have feeling for me, cos no clue at all hahaha..

anyway, i rejected him, and i didn't think very long when i rejected him. which i think hurt him so much (cos i heard from another colleague of mine hahaa). well.. he said (not the one confessed) it's better to be clear rather than be ambiguous. but.. at that time, i felt bad cos i hurt him. well.. better hurt now than hurt more later. let's think it that way.