dilemma

happy new year everyone! (both for the new year new year and the chinese new year haha)

i.. dunno what i want hahaha..

2 months ago i was very certain i want to quit my job. now, i threw letter already, start to question myself. if not bcos of my super nice boss, i won't think so hard. he's.. really trying hard to make me stay. the rest.. like.. errr.. asked me to have a talk with them just for formality. only got one other director who asked me "sure want to leave ah? confirm?", but he's not trying so hard like my boss.

surprised that today he still sms-ed me trying to make me stay. i tot i made it clear on last friday that i made my decision, don't want to stay and that's it. he even tried to push forward my pay review @.@ and took me out of one job (but he's not the director, so i don't know how he can do it) to reduce my work load.

i just can't picture myself in another 2 years in this line. i think i will be like one of my seniors, who does the work merely bcos he has to do it.

yeah it's true i like the company and the ppl. but if i don't like the work? even if it's reduced? yeah i know i'm gg to be transferred to his team and will be doing his jobs and i think i'll be fine. but.. his jobs are all big ones
-____-  no project with GFA less than 50,000. what the heck... (well, maybe HDB projects ahahah)

AHHHH.. need to reply his sms tmrw zzzzzzzzzzz

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

... and happy birthday to my Dad! hehehe

last Christmas, I can enjoy it bcos work still not so much.

this year, i was trying to just ignore my work since friday to today, so i can enjoy my precious christmasss..

haha, come what may on tuesday, i hope i still can get through it..

and i wanna enjoy my new year! yeahh.. come new year, i will submit my resignation letter. it's final. i hope they don't try to hold me so hard. i will just say i got a very good offer from other company already. (i'm sorry for lying T.T but gotta do it)

i welcome you, 2012!

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btw, i became the singer for today's service :p dun think i sang well tho. i like these two songs which we sang during the service today. hope you all enjoy!

there are 2 annoying frogs in my life. why frog? cos they remind me of frogs. hahha...(jahat emang, tp emang miripp...)

one looks like this picture:

she's skinny, have huge and widely separated eyes and annoying. every monday morning she gives me nightmare. asking me this and that. T.T lately it's getting better though.. hopefully it will keep getting better.

the other one looks like this:

he has very thick lip, eyes that are jutting out and annoying. hahahah.. every tuesday morning he gives me nightmare. complain why we never think of this and that. where is our deliverables. why everything never do properly and up to his expectation.

sigh..

i think if these two got married, it will be ... i dunno.. horrible?

and i have to face them right at the beginning of my week.

and one of them used to give nightmare every sunday night T.T

it's getting creepy now haha..

i think my sis and i hv some sort of psychic connection.

just now she said she was getting sleepy because she listened to bossanova song. then i hummed "girl from ipanema". she surprised. she said she just listened to that. i wasn't even able to listen to the song coming out of her headphones just now. just got a feeling i should hum that song hahahaha..

few days back something similar happens too. in the shower i was singing some song (which i can't remember now) in my mind. after finished showering, went into my room, found my sis singing that song aloud. i asked whether i accidentally sang that song previously or not. she said no, i didn't sing anything. hahaha...

we are the psychic sisters! :p

i need a break...

MAKAN TUHHH

for the first time in my life... i'm so happy.. i can embarrass the client.. (even though i still made my tone in my reply v v humble, even apologized to client). if only i can be nasty oso.. but cannot.. wait we lose a lot of projects bcos of me hahah..

what say you now?? muahhahahaha

i was trying to be nice.. sent my question only to him and cc to my company's project email. so in case he is indeed in the wrong, he will only be embarrassed in front of my company lah.. but he went too far and even cc the whole team to reply my email.

he told me, my question is based on "much much older version of equipment data and has caused disturbance in communication"

i told him, the table which i used to ask him actually was received on a later date than his table which he claimed is newer than mine. and told him that lately received many version of "latest data" so dunno which one is latest and correct.

EAT THAT (aiyoh.. touchwood touchwood touchwood.. hopefully tmrw don't hv any problem bcos i posted this, hahahah)

let's see. i think everybody will still say i'm in the wrong. cos client is always right. to the hell with that. (pardon my language, really pissed off when i read his email, until i can't finish the work i want to finish today)

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stupidest thing i've done for the day:

i flagged on police car, thinking that it was taxi from afar -..-

*really need to get my eyes checked up again...

ohohohohoh... christmas mode is cominggggg @.@

how i want to enjoy the december month to the fullest...

heard this song in a store one day. nice one. hahah

(lifted my mood up a bit after feeling like everything always goes the wrong way this weekend T.T) 

something to brighten up the day.

 like the bongo. haha. tried to do it, but it hurts a lot! dunno how come he can do it constantly and loudly.

this one also nice!

i never know the original song though :p