yosh.. hoping for the best for this week!!

seems like it's going to be another busy week.. hopefully.. really really hopefully.. i can get all my work done during my official working hour and don't need to OT.. then i can go makan with my parents!! hohoho...

gosh.. i need to practice not to forget things @.@ and i need to be more patient? hahha..

yosh!! you can do it!!! fightooooo oooohhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

what a bunch of jerks.. i think i've wasted my time in the past, thinking of the best way not to hurt you.. only to find my life becomes more difficult because of you all.. what a fool i've been..

hah,

hope you all "HAPPY" now

yeah, i've been officially OT-ing for straight 2 weeks :P not an important news hahahah..

please please please let me go home on time next week??? yosh.. you can do it!

ok, internet super oon hari ini.. ngeselin deh.. oy wireless, can you get well soon, please? whatever your problem is, please please be normal soon.. for the time being i'm tethering the internet from my beloved iphone :P speed quite good, but.. my battery runs out v fast loh..

not a very long post today :P dun want to complain more hahaha

one good song for today!

gosh.. i think i've been OT-ing almost 2 week straight now.. ahhaha.. not until 8 like usual, but until 9-10 pm T.T what a life..

learnt my lesson from my 1st week of OT-ing, that my strategy not to eat before finishing work won't succeed if i plan to OT up 'til 9pm and do it more than one day :P only give me headache after that, and bloating stomach muahahaha.. therefore, i have a change of plan, to eat properly even though i know it'll only make me leave later than 9 pm.. what to do.. hahha..

have a change of decision for a couple of times.. planning to leave my current workplace.. but then my director do/say something encouraging to me that makes me think i'll be able to stay for a little while more.. but then something stressful coming again, making me want to leave this place straight away hahahaha.. what a super duper indecisive person i am..

however i felt weird. though i work like mad (maybe not up to other ppl standard of "working like mad") and not enough sleep for couple of days, i am not tired nor feel sleepy during the day (except during meeting, where i'm always able to fall asleep ever so soundly :P).

my brain, are you not tired at all? my dear brain, can you "tahan" for another round of OT-ing? only up to next week i promise.. up to next week.. then i won't stay in office up to 9-10 pm anymore..

sorry for abusing you my brain :P i think my brain is spoiled already, looking at the way i wrote muahahhaha

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!!

Congrats to pei2 dan han2 for your weddinggg!!! hehehehe.. sorry can't contribute much to your wedding day..

here is a photo after the wedding heheheh..

eniwei, pengen ngomel2 deh soal ngatur acara tadi.. so last minuteeeee astagaaa... but, it happened already, so be it loh hhahha.. at least we got through it just fine (or at least that's what i thought..)

so sorry to the program director for confusing the rundown at the very last part.. i know we all get stressed up trying to give the best.. but we can't give our best if we plan last minute.. so i hope now we really really learn our lesson, ok? haha..

(btw, up 'til now i don't even know who's in charge in the overall event.. funny huh)

it's not that i don't want to help.. but i got plans beforehand mah.. if i can cancel my plan, i'll do it.. but i've paid for it, and i've planned for it like 6 months before, so i can't just cancel like that..

so if you ask last minute, i'll try to help the best i can (w/ grumbling a bit lah muahahahha), but don't expect it to reach your expectation. i'm not wonder woman.. i got my own reasoning when i say i can't to you, okay? it's not that i don't want to do it.. i just think that there're other better ways than asking me to do it..

so.. sorry ah to those whom i've been grumbled at hahaha.. hoping this kind of thing will end soon! yeahhhh!! :P

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oh yeah, forgot to tell you, i ran for 10km yesterday, joining the sundown marathon
-..- i tot this morning i won't be able to use my legs at all.. end up i'm ok this morning, still able to stand during the service and walk quite properly. but then this afternoon... oh noo.... all the aches are cominggg.. i can't even stand up properly.. my abs and back are in painn... how to walk to office tomorrowwww @.@

haha anyway, i think won't last for a week lah, hahaha..

sighh.. super fast day today.. no meeting outside, but day in office pass by super fasstttt.. and i'm getting more jobs lalalala.. let me list down again..

853 (tender soon)
885 (tender very very soon)
810 (account closing, but very tough client)
896 (design period, tender in 3 mths? haha)
901 (just gotten the project, tender by nov?)
P159 (hibernate again for now, but heard the client win the land bidding T.T)
P160 (no news at all)
880 (construction, but not involved anymore lalalala)
878 (one of it gg to be under construction but not involved oso T.T)
PA1 (in process to win the project)
PA2 (no news)

wah lao.. 5 major all on! dieee.. but the one doing 878 is super.. he do everything himself.. it's 3 projects in one leh.. so sorry aaahhh, i'll help you if i caannn... reallyyy...

sighh.. felt unwell today.. got headache in the morning, then popped 2 panadols straight away.. after 4 pm it came back again and felt bloated.. wanted to puke but like no energy already hahaha.. reached home at 930 T.T only to find myself getting into serious discussion w/ my housemate.. aiyoh i wanna eat fast n sleep early leh.. but i think i'm just not allowed to huh...

sighh.. what a dayyy...

nahhh some songggg.. hahaha

aiyah encok hahaha... mungkin gara2 gendong anak lucu satu ini di bawah (yg cowo), ato mungkin gara2 pel2 kmrn, i dunno hahaha..

lucu yah merekaaaa hahaha..

had great time karaoke-ing today as well.. got one sunday school student joined us muahahaha.. and she sings v well!! knows new songs too!! wah i'm really amazed at her.. maybe she really wants to become a superstar?? hahah..

aiyoh encok encok please go away soon..

sighh.. heading to another full working days after some series of short weekdayss... zzzz... jia you myself and YOUU!! hahahah