Congrats to pei2 dan han2 for your weddinggg!!! hehehehe.. sorry can't contribute much to your wedding day..

here is a photo after the wedding heheheh..

eniwei, pengen ngomel2 deh soal ngatur acara tadi.. so last minuteeeee astagaaa... but, it happened already, so be it loh hhahha.. at least we got through it just fine (or at least that's what i thought..)

so sorry to the program director for confusing the rundown at the very last part.. i know we all get stressed up trying to give the best.. but we can't give our best if we plan last minute.. so i hope now we really really learn our lesson, ok? haha..

(btw, up 'til now i don't even know who's in charge in the overall event.. funny huh)

it's not that i don't want to help.. but i got plans beforehand mah.. if i can cancel my plan, i'll do it.. but i've paid for it, and i've planned for it like 6 months before, so i can't just cancel like that..

so if you ask last minute, i'll try to help the best i can (w/ grumbling a bit lah muahahahha), but don't expect it to reach your expectation. i'm not wonder woman.. i got my own reasoning when i say i can't to you, okay? it's not that i don't want to do it.. i just think that there're other better ways than asking me to do it..

so.. sorry ah to those whom i've been grumbled at hahaha.. hoping this kind of thing will end soon! yeahhhh!! :P

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oh yeah, forgot to tell you, i ran for 10km yesterday, joining the sundown marathon
-..- i tot this morning i won't be able to use my legs at all.. end up i'm ok this morning, still able to stand during the service and walk quite properly. but then this afternoon... oh noo.... all the aches are cominggg.. i can't even stand up properly.. my abs and back are in painn... how to walk to office tomorrowwww @.@

haha anyway, i think won't last for a week lah, hahaha..

sighh.. super fast day today.. no meeting outside, but day in office pass by super fasstttt.. and i'm getting more jobs lalalala.. let me list down again..

853 (tender soon)
885 (tender very very soon)
810 (account closing, but very tough client)
896 (design period, tender in 3 mths? haha)
901 (just gotten the project, tender by nov?)
P159 (hibernate again for now, but heard the client win the land bidding T.T)
P160 (no news at all)
880 (construction, but not involved anymore lalalala)
878 (one of it gg to be under construction but not involved oso T.T)
PA1 (in process to win the project)
PA2 (no news)

wah lao.. 5 major all on! dieee.. but the one doing 878 is super.. he do everything himself.. it's 3 projects in one leh.. so sorry aaahhh, i'll help you if i caannn... reallyyy...

sighh.. felt unwell today.. got headache in the morning, then popped 2 panadols straight away.. after 4 pm it came back again and felt bloated.. wanted to puke but like no energy already hahaha.. reached home at 930 T.T only to find myself getting into serious discussion w/ my housemate.. aiyoh i wanna eat fast n sleep early leh.. but i think i'm just not allowed to huh...

sighh.. what a dayyy...

nahhh some songggg.. hahaha

aiyah encok hahaha... mungkin gara2 gendong anak lucu satu ini di bawah (yg cowo), ato mungkin gara2 pel2 kmrn, i dunno hahaha..

lucu yah merekaaaa hahaha..

had great time karaoke-ing today as well.. got one sunday school student joined us muahahaha.. and she sings v well!! knows new songs too!! wah i'm really amazed at her.. maybe she really wants to become a superstar?? hahah..

aiyoh encok encok please go away soon..

sighh.. heading to another full working days after some series of short weekdayss... zzzz... jia you myself and YOUU!! hahahah

so touched by this song.. T.T

Lesson of this week: being patient is good, but being toooo patient is not good :)

last sunday sermon was interesting. actually it's about mary and martha, again.. but.. dunno why this time it's more interesting. issit bcos finally i paid attention? :P

so.. the main point about the sermon was.. dun ever forget what the best thing in the world is!!
...and what is that? it's... (drumroll...) our relationship with God.


a lot of times we act like martha.. busy w/ our role in servicing the Lord, but in the end neglecting our relationship w/ God.. it's like buying gifts, food, and sing to make your boyfriend happy, but forget to communicate w/ your boyfriend to maintain the relationship. get it? hahaha.. hope you get it :P

there are 3 points given during the sermon

1. Our God is the God of relationship
...that is why we have to keep our focus in the relationship! not in expressing our relationship to God! in other words... pelayanan penting, tp jangan sampe lupa sama yg dilayanin :P

Christianity is all about God seeking humans, not humans seeking God. and that's because the nature of God is love (John 3:16, Romans 5:8)

and the nature of love... is always reaching out, not asking what we can get from the relationship. when His love dwells in us, we will interact with others in Godly ways (1 John 3:16)

2. our service should be the outward expression of our relationship w/ God
.. don't be too "lebay" in our expression... pacar kan jg ga suka klo ekspresi sayang kita berlebihan, apalagi saking serunya berekspresi, sampe lupa ngurusin hubungan sama pacar :P

true service does not expect a reward from others because we do it as a gratitude of what God has done to our lives.

3. worship is the most intimate form of relationship
worship is a total abandonment to Jesus that will cause the aroma of His presence to fill our house (John 12:3)

the most important thing is.... Jesus is the best in life!! hehehe..

arggghhh... super lemot mozillaaa.. why r u so slow todayyy???

wanted to download a show since yest, but unable to up 'til now.. hopefully this time caann :P

work's been hectic again this week.. but today i manage to go off early tho.. hahaha, just lazy to OT dunno why.. may tmrw's problem not so troublesome.. come what maayyy...

lesson learnt last week: no matter how friendly you've gotten to a colleague, you still need to be humble and polite to him/her. it's hard to be humble to everyone. there's this pride inside that wants to be satisfied hahaah.. well.. nobody's perfeccttt

i've just reread whatever i've written in my blog, and get a bit embarrassed :P

well.. i didn't go thru two tenders in the end, cos both of them a bit delayed.. but i got a new major project instead @.@ going to be briefed about it next monday.. yeahh...

anyway.. just get my new haircut.. not much different, it's just that my fringe now shorter..

one thing i like about going to get haircut.. the shampoo smells nice and long lasting!! hahaha... i dunno what the hairdresser does to make it smell that good and long lasting.. i wanna be able to do that T.T

ok! one good song for today :P (i think i put up a song in almost all of my posts :P)



guess who sing the guy part?? hahah.. it's chucckk!!! the guy who played chuck i mean hahaha.. he's  awesome and now got a great voice too!! ahhaha..