it's getting creepy now haha..

i think my sis and i hv some sort of psychic connection.

just now she said she was getting sleepy because she listened to bossanova song. then i hummed "girl from ipanema". she surprised. she said she just listened to that. i wasn't even able to listen to the song coming out of her headphones just now. just got a feeling i should hum that song hahahaha..

few days back something similar happens too. in the shower i was singing some song (which i can't remember now) in my mind. after finished showering, went into my room, found my sis singing that song aloud. i asked whether i accidentally sang that song previously or not. she said no, i didn't sing anything. hahaha...

we are the psychic sisters! :p

i need a break...

MAKAN TUHHH

for the first time in my life... i'm so happy.. i can embarrass the client.. (even though i still made my tone in my reply v v humble, even apologized to client). if only i can be nasty oso.. but cannot.. wait we lose a lot of projects bcos of me hahah..

what say you now?? muahhahahaha

i was trying to be nice.. sent my question only to him and cc to my company's project email. so in case he is indeed in the wrong, he will only be embarrassed in front of my company lah.. but he went too far and even cc the whole team to reply my email.

he told me, my question is based on "much much older version of equipment data and has caused disturbance in communication"

i told him, the table which i used to ask him actually was received on a later date than his table which he claimed is newer than mine. and told him that lately received many version of "latest data" so dunno which one is latest and correct.

EAT THAT (aiyoh.. touchwood touchwood touchwood.. hopefully tmrw don't hv any problem bcos i posted this, hahahah)

let's see. i think everybody will still say i'm in the wrong. cos client is always right. to the hell with that. (pardon my language, really pissed off when i read his email, until i can't finish the work i want to finish today)

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stupidest thing i've done for the day:

i flagged on police car, thinking that it was taxi from afar -..-

*really need to get my eyes checked up again...

ohohohohoh... christmas mode is cominggggg @.@

how i want to enjoy the december month to the fullest...

heard this song in a store one day. nice one. hahah

(lifted my mood up a bit after feeling like everything always goes the wrong way this weekend T.T) 

something to brighten up the day.

 like the bongo. haha. tried to do it, but it hurts a lot! dunno how come he can do it constantly and loudly.

this one also nice!

i never know the original song though :p

haii.. same old same old... they are back again... sighh..both my daily headache and that thing.

i'm stressful enough as it is. i don't need anymore addition to that thank you very much.

do they really care? i doubt it.

i know maybe some have good intentions. thank you very much for that. maybe some just want to satisfy their own curiosity and wants. but what can i do if the person doesn't do anything?? why keep bugging me? why not that person? if they don't keep bugging me, maybe i won't be so defensive like now. maybe i can just let things go naturally. now? i doubt so. makes me hate that person even more. even though it's not his fault.

maybe it's better if i announce i just want to live in celibacy? haha.

i'm tired of this really. i'm sorry i just don't have the patience like my sisters. i'm not good at this thing. really. i'm very sorry if i've hurt a lot of people. i really am sorry.

for those who really care, thank you for your attention to me.

let's see how things will go from here.

working in this consultancy line makes me understand that sweet talk is very very very crucial. hmph. like i can do it... and people expect you to know everything. i'm not encyclopedia okayyy..

i tot in this kind of era people will like a more straightforward conversation, not wasting time.. but i think making other people happy with your words is still very important. haha.

makan ati :(

be patienttttt

been in mellow mode since my eldest sis' wedding..

realized that a lot of things have changed in the past 10 years..

my surabaya home neighbourhood has changed a lot since our family moved there..

no more green field near my school.. remembered that time i was wondering, who would be rich enough to buy such a huge piece of land and to build house on it. now, it's a shop houses area.

there used to be no traffic lights near my junior high school. that little roundabout has gone missing, changed with traffic lights as the cars are getting more and more.

the road in front of my house used to be just normal asphalt, with a lot of ditches here and there. then since.. i think 8 years ago?.. it was changed to pavements.

my room.. now becomes my bro's room.. and now after my sis is married, he will move to her room. and he will be the only one left to live with my parents now. and that won't be for long i believe.

one by one, my parents' children are leaving the house..

we are getting older huh..

wished i can stop the time, when we were the happiest.. i think that was before my 2nd sis went to singapore for further study, when all of us were still in that house, full of laughter and happiness (not everyday though, but we were happy for sure)..

sighh..