been in mellow mode since my eldest sis' wedding..

realized that a lot of things have changed in the past 10 years..

my surabaya home neighbourhood has changed a lot since our family moved there..

no more green field near my school.. remembered that time i was wondering, who would be rich enough to buy such a huge piece of land and to build house on it. now, it's a shop houses area.

there used to be no traffic lights near my junior high school. that little roundabout has gone missing, changed with traffic lights as the cars are getting more and more.

the road in front of my house used to be just normal asphalt, with a lot of ditches here and there. then since.. i think 8 years ago?.. it was changed to pavements.

my room.. now becomes my bro's room.. and now after my sis is married, he will move to her room. and he will be the only one left to live with my parents now. and that won't be for long i believe.

one by one, my parents' children are leaving the house..

we are getting older huh..

wished i can stop the time, when we were the happiest.. i think that was before my 2nd sis went to singapore for further study, when all of us were still in that house, full of laughter and happiness (not everyday though, but we were happy for sure)..

sighh..

i
am
tirreeeeeeeddddddddddddddddddddd


been OT-ing like hell for.. 4 months? forget when was the last time i went back home at 7pm for a full week. hahah.

now going hm at 7pm is a luxury already T.T

and my meeting place get scarier.. one at tuas, the other one at changi. lalalala.. from one extreme to the other extreme.

what a life.

urgghh.. my neck is killing meeee T.T

i think i can go crazy anytime soon if this madness continues for another month.

don't even have enough time to really just pamper my brain. now weekend also can't rest. what a life.

i think my stamina must have been made of steel cos i didn't collapse, not even once until today. ahhaha

happy birthday indonesia! (in another 3 mins :P)

He still is our Father

on tuesday evening, i got a sweet surprise from my pastor. out of a sudden he called and prayed for me. he said there's a sudden urge for him to pray for me. i'm glad that he did :) thanks ko...

there's one statement in his prayer that pierced through my heart.

"thank you for your faithfulness in serving the Lord. you are His child, forevermore you are His sweet child. ... don't you ever be worried about your happiness. he will provide..."


i'm His child. forevermore i will still be His child. and He forevermore is my ever-so-patient father. remember.

often i disappoint Him. but.. He never does the same to me. how glad am i to have Him as my heavenly Father :)

God bless!

be thankful!

thank You..
for giving me life
family
friends
and perfect health

thank You..
for giving me a job
a nice boss
and kind colleagues
who often help me go through tough times

thank You..
for small little things that You give to me everyday
i can't ask for more

thank You!!

i got youu!!

nice song, nice lyrics!

A place to crash, I got you
No need to ask, I got you
Just get on the phone, I got you
Come and pick you up if I have to

What's weird about it is we're right at the end
I'm mad about it, just figured it out in my head
I'm proud to say I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse I got you, I got you

Ain't falling apart or bitter
Let's be bigger than that and remember
The cooling outdoor when you're all alone
Won't survive it, no drama, no need for a show
Just wanna say I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse, I got you

'Cause this is love and life
And nothing we can both control
And if it don't feel right
You're not losing me by letting me know

Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye, I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse I got you

A place to crash, I got you
No need to ask, I got you


[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/l/leona-lewis-lyrics/i-got-you-lyrics.html ]

yosh.. hoping for the best for this week!!

seems like it's going to be another busy week.. hopefully.. really really hopefully.. i can get all my work done during my official working hour and don't need to OT.. then i can go makan with my parents!! hohoho...

gosh.. i need to practice not to forget things @.@ and i need to be more patient? hahha..

yosh!! you can do it!!! fightooooo oooohhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!