ohohohohoh... christmas mode is cominggggg @.@

how i want to enjoy the december month to the fullest...

heard this song in a store one day. nice one. hahah

(lifted my mood up a bit after feeling like everything always goes the wrong way this weekend T.T) 

something to brighten up the day.

 like the bongo. haha. tried to do it, but it hurts a lot! dunno how come he can do it constantly and loudly.

this one also nice!

i never know the original song though :p

haii.. same old same old... they are back again... sighh..both my daily headache and that thing.

i'm stressful enough as it is. i don't need anymore addition to that thank you very much.

do they really care? i doubt it.

i know maybe some have good intentions. thank you very much for that. maybe some just want to satisfy their own curiosity and wants. but what can i do if the person doesn't do anything?? why keep bugging me? why not that person? if they don't keep bugging me, maybe i won't be so defensive like now. maybe i can just let things go naturally. now? i doubt so. makes me hate that person even more. even though it's not his fault.

maybe it's better if i announce i just want to live in celibacy? haha.

i'm tired of this really. i'm sorry i just don't have the patience like my sisters. i'm not good at this thing. really. i'm very sorry if i've hurt a lot of people. i really am sorry.

for those who really care, thank you for your attention to me.

let's see how things will go from here.

working in this consultancy line makes me understand that sweet talk is very very very crucial. hmph. like i can do it... and people expect you to know everything. i'm not encyclopedia okayyy..

i tot in this kind of era people will like a more straightforward conversation, not wasting time.. but i think making other people happy with your words is still very important. haha.

makan ati :(

be patienttttt